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02 February 2018 @ 03:21 pm

Greetings from me.

When was the last time I updated my journal?
Couldn't remember at all.

Life's been busy.

2016, I was occupied with studying for final exams, going to courses and spending times in operation theatre. I had so much time there, that I miss Egypt badly.
2016 worth my time and money spent on how many years I'd been a medical student, seeing everyone graduating but me still left behind no matter how harder I work than them.
I was almost giving up and frustrated until 2016 came to visit me and I found a treasure there in Egypt, specifically in Mansoura.
If before this, I felt a shame for not being able to graduate as scheduled, now I don't care what people think, what people say. Some people my age might be an MO or successful doctor now, but I found the answer, why I was extended longer in Egypt.
I found a shining pearl in the sandy dessert.
No regret AT ALL!
Or I'm truly grateful for the encounter.

Early 2017, I was busy with exams and then, graduation ceremony, followed by... Flying back to hometown for good.
I left Egypt on 16th February. It was a rainy night... I could still remember the air, the scenery, the sound and everything.  My heart ached to leave the country I love.
Wish to return there again, as it's people, not as a tourist.

Right after got back home, I was training myself in dad's clinic. I thought everyday was a busy day.
I was NEET for 8 months and...

My story begun on 20th November.
Orientation week was heaven!
Until I entered Obstetric and Gynae department, the first 2 to 3 weeks, I hardly see the sun.
I woke up at 5 am, going to work before 6 and finish work at 11:30 pm or 12 am straight almost no rest and arrived home at 1 am. Not counting to eat, shower and so on, I slept at almost 2.
I got only 1 day off every week. The whole week is hectic but I enjoy doing what I've been chasing for.
It's like finally but my journey has really really JUST  started now.
Physically and mentally, being a houseman is a tough job. I was afraid if I'd hate and lose interest in my job but, thanks to 窓 boys; 4U, UchuSix, TJ, Noda-san, Yukki especially that boost my motivation up and I can work for more than 16 hours per day, for whole week by just seeing their smiles.
I've been seriously following them since my first year in medical school and they've truly been a great support to me up till now and I'm deeply thankful to these boys, so much.
I'm glad I knew them, I'm glad I am their fans.
Just that, it's kind of disappointing I couldn't go to watch Uchu Six's butai SQUARD.

So, TJ, デビューおめでとう🎊

宇宙Six, 舞台、連載おめでとう!

ふぉ~ゆ~、おめでとう!

ずっと大好き。

いつもありがとう 💕

いい医者になるのか、悪い医者になるのか、窓軍のお陰様もあります。
本当に本当にありがとう。

Of course all friends all around the world have been supporting me a lot and I'm so 感謝します。
I love you all.

みんなのお陰でエルは頑張れる。

今のエルはとても幸せです。

 
 
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25 February 2016 @ 12:23 pm
慈悲あまねく慈愛深きアッラーの御名において

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful




あなたの上にも平安と神さまの慈悲と恵みがありますように

May God's peace, mercy and blessing be upon you.




イスラームとは何だ?

What is Islam?




イスラームのことを読んでこられたんですか?

Have you ever read about Islam?




たくさんな人の頭には「イスラームテロ」という言葉が浮かぶだろう。

Perhaps the word Islam = Terrorism floating in most people’s mind.



少しイスラームの意味を説明したいと思っています。

I’d like to explain a little bit about the meaning of Islam.




Arabic root word “Salaam”Collapse )

God’s commandmentsCollapse )



5 elementsCollapse )



To obey your parents.Collapse )






Major sinsCollapse )
other commandmentsCollapse )



Do not speak badCollapse )


言葉は時として刃となって 大切な人にも無闇に斬りかかる KinKi Kids の the EDGE of the WORD

"Words sometimes can become a sword that even recklessly cut your beloved ones" - KinKi Kids' the EDGE of the WORD



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では、わざわざ時間を費やして読んでくれてありがとうございます。

Thanks for spending your time to read this.




皆さんは創作主に導かれますように。

May the guidance of the Creator be upon you.
 
 
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聖コーラン創作主から混乱のあなたへのメッセージ

Holy Quran: The message from the Creator to the confused you.



慈悲あまねく慈愛深きアッラーの御名において

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful



あなたの上にも平安との慈悲と恵みがありますように

May God's peace, mercy and blessing be upon you.



聖コーランとは何だと思ってる人もいるかもしれません。

Perhaps there are people who think "What Quran actually is?"



イスラム教には、こんなものがあります:

In Islam, we have

"What Quran actually is?"Collapse )



What does Holy Quran say about itselfCollapse )


Pagan ArabsCollapse )


Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) before the revelation of Holy QuranCollapse )


memorization of Holy Quran during Prophet Muhammad's (pbuh) lifeCollapse )



After the death of Prophet Muhammad (pbuh)Collapse )


don't dare to change what's written in QuranCollapse )


you just know that you're hungryCollapse )

では、わざわざ時間を費やして読んでくれてありがとうございます。

Thanks for spending your time to read this.



皆さんは創作主に導かれますように。

May the guidance of the Creator be upon you.
 
 
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慈悲あまねく慈愛深きアッラーの御名において

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful



あなたの上にも平安と神さまの慈悲と恵みがありますように

May God's peace, mercy and blessing be upon you.



天使とはなんだ?ジンとはなんだ?人間とはなんだ?悪魔とはなんだ?

What is angel? What is Jin? What is human? What is devil?



って思ったことありますか?

Have you ever thought about that?



天使悪魔ジンは存在していますか?

Do you think the angels, devils, jins exist?



ムスリムは存在すると信じます。イスラム教の観点から、少しこのことをお話させていただきたいと思います。

Muslims do believe in their existence. I'd like to talk a little bit about this from Islamic point of view.

FreewillCollapse )

The Angels & The jinCollapse )

人間
Man


ManCollapse )


Almighty is One, but why use "WE"?Collapse )

So, what is the thing that the angel didn't know?Collapse )

聖コーラン・第2章・第34節



またわれが天使たちに,
「あなたがた,アーダムにサジダしなさい。」
と言った時を思い起せ。
その時,皆サジダしたが,悪魔〔イブリース〕だけは承知せず,これを拒否したので,高慢で不信の徒となった。
Even humans have such thought like Ibless, the arrogance and pride.Collapse )


Nobita and DoraemonCollapse )



Shin Chan and MamaCollapse )



Don't you want to make it an everlasting love?Collapse )


では、わざわざ時間を費やして読んでくれてありがとうございます。

Thanks for spending your time to read this.

皆さんは創作主に導かれますように。

May the guidance of the Creator be upon you.
 
 
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07 January 2016 @ 02:59 pm
慈悲あまねく慈愛深きアッラーの御名において

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful



あなたの上にも平安とアッラーの慈悲と恵みがありますように

May God, Allah's peace, mercy and blessing be upon you.



最近色々考えて、忘れる前に書きたいと思います。

I've been thinking about various things lately, before I forget, I'd like to write them down.



イスラム教の観点から、「神さま」の定義を少しお話していただきたいと思います。

I'd like to talk about the definition of "GOD" from Islamic point of view.



P/S: この記事は完全にイスラム教の観点からの話だけです。他宗教に全く関係ありません。

P/S: This is solely the definition of "
GOD" from Islamic point of view, nothing to do with other religions.

Meaning of AllahCollapse )

神の定義は(聖コーラン・スーラ・アル・イフラース(誠実)・第112章)

The definition of "GOD"given in Holy Quran, Surah Al-Ikhlas, Chapter 112, Verse 1-4;



”GOD" definition in IslamCollapse )



Allah is the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.Collapse )


聖コーラン・第112章・第1節






One and Only CreatorCollapse )





聖コーラン・第112章・第2節





The Eternal, AbsoluteCollapse )


聖コーラン・第112章・第3節



He neither begets nor is bornCollapse )


聖コーラン・第112章・第4節


None like unto HimCollapse )


聖コーラン・第3章・第64節





Read more...Collapse )


傷つけられたら、本当に心から謝ります。

I apologize if it hurts anyone.


すみませんでした。

I'm sorry.


では、わざわざ時間を費やして読んでくれてありがとうございます。

Thanks for spending your time to read this.


皆さんは
創作主に導かれますように。

May the guidance of the
Creator be upon you.
 
 
 
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慈悲あまねく慈愛深きアッラーの御名において

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful



あなたの上にも平安とアッラーの慈悲と恵みがありますように

May God, Allah's peace, mercy and blessing be upon you.



私はイスラム教を広めようと思ってる人もいるかもしれないけど、広めても人は伝えたいメッセージを理解できなかったら、何もかわりません。

Some may think, my purpose is to spread Islam, but it means nothing if the people don't truly understand the delivered messages.



広めるためじゃなくて、その宗教に書かれたメッセージを皆さんは理解するためです。

I'm not trying to make you believe in Islam and become a Muslim, what I'm trying to do is, to have you understand the messages this religion delivers.



神さまのこと、ムハンマドさまのことを信じるかどうかは個人的のことです。

Whether you believe in God and Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) or not, it's the personal matter, none of my business.



世界は知るべきことは

But, what the world have to know is;



聖コーランに書かれたメッセージ

The messages written in the Holy Quran.



ムハンマドさまが教えたこと

The teachings Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) brought.


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世界も、人間も病気だと私は思います。

As for me, I view this world and the people as a sickness.



ひとつの病気を理解するために、調べなければならないことがあります。

For you to fully understand a sickness, there are things you have to investigate.



Analyzing sickness in MedicineCollapse )



ジャニーズジュニア松本幸大くんのことね。

Let's take Matsumoto Kouta as an example.

Matsumoto Kouta XDCollapse )



聖コーラン・第49章・第13節

Holy Quran Chapter 49, Verse 13





人びとよ,われは一人の男と一人の女からあなたがたを創り,種族と部族に分けた。
これはあなたがたを,互いに知り合うようにさせるためである。
アッラーの御許で最も貴い者は,あなたがたの中最も主を畏れる者である。
本当にアッラーは,全知にして凡ゆることに通暁なされる。



考えて、分かり合って以外に方法はありますか?

Is there any way to bring the world to peace, other than to think and to understand?



やっぱり気に入らない人を消すべきですか?

Is deleting the people we don't like the only way to stop the war?



気に入らない人を消して、平和になるとしても、人の命を落としたからどんな平和を手に入れるんだろう?

Even if we succeed to achieve peace by killing those people we don't like, I wonder what kind of peace will we achieve.

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この↓のアヤー(節)について、何かが理解できますか?

What do you understand from the verses below?

Read more...Collapse )


では、わざわざ時間を費やして読んでくれてありがとうございます。

Thanks for spending your time to read this.


皆さんは
創作主に導かれますように。

May the guidance of the
Creator be upon you.
 
 
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04 January 2016 @ 09:59 pm
慈悲あまねく慈愛深きアッラーの御名において

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful



あなたの上にも平安とアッラーの慈悲と恵みがありますように

May God, Allah's peace, mercy and blessing be upon you.



イスラム教はなんだと説明する前に、皆さんがいつも誤解するジハードについてお話させていただきたいと思います。

Before I start explaining what is Islam, I'd like to talk about Jihad, something that that many people misunderstand of.



英語、日本語、イタリア語では「ジハード=聖戦」と訳されたらしいです。

As far as I know (with my limited knowledge), Jihad is translated as "Holy War" in English, Japanese and Italian languages.



ジハードはアラビア語の「ジーハーダー」言葉から得て、「努力」と言う意味です。

Jihad is an Arabic word from the root Jee Ha Dam which literally means to struggle or strive.



でも、単なる努力じゃなくて、神さまの道のために努力することです。

But it's no simply to struggle, but to struggle for God's sake.



イスラム教の教義には「ジハード」をするのはムスリムの義務であります。

Jihad takes a very important status in the doctrine of Islam and is one of the basic duties for every Muslim.

Types of JihadCollapse )



聖コーラン・第5章・第32節





そのことのためにわれはイスラエルの子孫に対し,掟を定めた。
人を殺した者,地上で悪を働いたという理由もなく人を殺す者は,
全人類を殺したのと同じである。
人の生命を救う者は,
全人類の生命を救ったのと同じである(と定めた)。
そしてわが使徒たちは,かれらに明証をした。
だが,なおかれらの多くは,その後も地上において,
非道な行いをしている。




人は真理を知らないままで、善行を行わないままで殺したら、その人は真理を見つかって、いいことをする可能性を消したことになります。

To put someone to death before he could even find the truth, do good deeds is just like, destroying the person's possibility to find the truth and do good deeds.



それはその人に不公平です。

That's definitely unjust to that person.







「非ムスリムの民を殺したムスリムの人は、天国の香りを匂うことができない」



だから、テロがやったことはイスラム教に全く関係はありません。

So, what terrorists are doing have nothing to do with Islam.


Double-standardCollapse )


Rules in Islam regarding warCollapse )


Malaysian communityCollapse )

全ては単なる努力だけです。

Everything about Jihad is simply about efforts.


仮面ライダー龍騎のキメセリフ「戦わなければ生き残らない」というのは、自分と戦わない限り人間は負けるだろう…。

Masked Rider Ryuki's catchphrase, "You won't live unless you fight", surely means humans are losing if they don't fight with their own inner self.



では、わざわざ時間を費やして読んでくれてありがとうございます。

Thanks for spending your time to read this.



皆さんは
創作主に導かれますように。

May the guidance of the
Creator be upon you.
 
 
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慈悲あまねく慈愛深きアッラーの御名において

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful



あなたの上にも平安とアッラーの慈悲と恵みがありますように

May God, Allah's peace, mercy and blessing be upon you.



普段の生活は大学生でジャニーズヲタクですけど、理系なんで、理論的に考えることが大好きです。

In a normal life, I'm just a college student and Johnny's fan, but as a science student, I love to have a logical explanation for everything I see.



私はムスリムです。

I'm a Muslim.



皆さんが知らない本当のイスラム教のことを話したいと思います。

I'd like to talk about the true Islam that you may not know.


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この ↓ アヤー(節)は皆さんにどんなメッセージを伝えたのだろう。

I wonder what kind of message you get from these verses below.




聖コーラン・第49章・第6節

Holy Quran Chapter 49, Verse 6







信仰する者よ,
もし邪な者が情報をあなたがたにしたならば,慎重に検討しなさい。
これはあなたがたが,気付かない中に人びとに危害を及ぼし,
その行ったことを後悔することにならないためである。




聖コーラン・第49章・第11節

Holy Quran Chapter 49, Verse 11








信仰する者よ,或る者たちに外の者たちを嘲笑させてはならない。
それら(嘲笑された方)がかれらよりも優れているかも知れない。
女たちにも外の女たちを(嘲笑させては)ならない。
その女たちがかの女たちよりも,優れているかも知れない。
そして互いに中傷してはならない。
また綽名で,罵り合ってはならない。
信仰に入った後は,悪を暗示するような呼名はよくない。
それでも止めない者は不義の徒である。



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では、わざわざ時間を費やして読んでくれてありがとうございます。

Thanks for spending your time to read this.



皆さんは創作主に導かれますように。

May the guidance of the Creator be upon you.
 
 
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09 April 2015 @ 11:14 pm
Hi!
It's been such a long time I haven't updated this journal (or even mix_madmade).
Real life is busy orz

I'm so curious about "MAD" in Kabuki that they appeared a lot in my dream orz

WhatsoeverCollapse )

Whatsoever with the dream.

I'm so obssessed with Kamen Rider OOO lately, I have a lot to talk about Kamen Riders, M.A.D. boys and a lot more but I'll have an exam this Sunday and another exam the next two weeks. There is only one off day on Friday. Hardly any break between each round.
School life keeps me busy =(
I can't even go home in summer and go to see Kabuki in Singapore. I won't have a summer holiday this year T____T
 
 
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23 September 2014 @ 02:24 pm
Hello!
When was the last time I updated my journal?

I've been working on this project for almost 1 year and thanks to Leslie, Yuyu, Hiromi-san, En-san, Ellen, Becky, Jamie, Pel, Mariko, Hazuki, Andi and everyone that it's finally almost done now \(^O^)/

At the same time, I'm doing Kabuki'14 also lol But it'll be one year work again because there are like 3 discs and it's not easy to find both Japanese and English proofreaders.
I'll "torture" especially Leslie and Hika again (^^;;

PZ13D1Collapse )



PZ13D2Collapse )

Weird, I thought I'd feel relieved with this entry but now I feel very tired reading this progression.

Anyway, thank you everyone.
Can't wait to release it but, uploading will be the toughest work for me, and, gotta do another QC now, and... GAH! Not enough space +____+ Gotta re-save the hardsub version of Disc 2 TAT
 
 
 
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15 July 2014 @ 11:57 pm
DO NOT READ BECAUSE THIS IS A SPOILER IF YOU DON'T WATCH KABUKI YET!

I said I don't want to say anything because people would say i'm biased but I need to say it!

...KABUKI'14 SECOND ACT...Collapse )

That's all from me.

I just want to write what I feel now after watching the DVD.
Don't read if you don't like.
One thing for sure, I'm certain that I'm not biased in giving comments because I know how harsh and strict I am towards the boys.

Ah, ah!! Masashi is so cute!!! (≧____≦)
 
 
 
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16 June 2014 @ 09:00 am
I wanted to write it for my information/ reminder but well...

Let others read it too ne~


Johnny's Daigaku~!Collapse )
 
 
Current Location: Stalking Yuki in SeijouDai
Current Music: Sotsugyou Sayonara ashita no Tame ni
 
 
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05 June 2014 @ 11:28 am
 
Random dreams (//-\\)Collapse )
 
 
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Hello~
Haven't updated my LJ for so long (^^;;
How are you?
Wishing you another happy days~♪

Recently I'm too addicted to making Kouta x Rider collaboration graphics lol
Exam is approaching yet I still can't stop playing with my photoimpact XD
Someone should stop me seriously ☆(笑´∀`)

Well, since I have made some, let's put them all here (^----^)Kouta Rider~Collapse )

Which rider should I do next? ← Oi!!

That's all from me,
everyone please take care~ ">(・v・*)♪
 
 
 
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Hi, everyone!

When was the last time I updated my journal?
I even missed to update on my 6th journal anniversary on last 3/25.
I'm not doing really well these days, have been sick since last week.

Just coming to update this journal, to search for someone who would be willing to help me proofread Playzone'13 Disc 2; since there are like another 7 files left to be translated.
Everyone is busy these days, so we might need more people to help.

Thank you.
 
 
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09 October 2013 @ 04:22 pm
Hello!
How are you doing, everyone?

It's been a week I'm in Mansoura and the weather is very cold, colder than Malaysia.
Thanks to the dusty house and the weather, I think I've caught a cold TAT

With this, I think I'll put an end to my two months two weeks hiatus (But I still can't go active for the time being, not until everything's settled down)

Two and half monthsCollapse )

...Internet sucks =(
There's no internet since 4 days ago and I have to use my broadband.
 
 
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14 July 2013 @ 04:01 pm
夜公演は元気そうでよかったです。
こーちゃんかわいい(≧∇≦)

By the way, I've finished cleaning house, done packing and will go to the airport tomorrow morning.
My flight is on 16th, 3 am actually. It's a bit earlier but, since the condition in Cairo isn't stable now... ...
I'm yet to check the details, not sure how long the transit will be.
 
 
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03 July 2013 @ 09:51 pm
THE SADDEST NIGHT IN EGYPT

I LOVE YOU, EGYPT!!
This isn't the right result... Poor this country.
Poor the uncle taxi I met this afternoon...
Poor the victims who have been killed cruelly by the violence.


Why is this happening in this lovely country?
 
 
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03 July 2013 @ 03:39 pm
...  
When is my last update?
So busy with real life, study, subbing and trying hard to keep updated about M.A.D.

... ... ...Collapse )